freelance post

so today i feel like talking about me and what i'm interested in and passionate about. I feel like most people don't know me and if they do, they think they know me like the palm of their hands but they really don't even know a quarter of their pinky finger about me. Honestly i have many many dreams. I just want to be everything i can and so i have the most unimaginable fantasies. I don't think this is a bad thing because i just want to be creative with life and if i ever change my mind i can have options get me? i want to get the most of it in everything i can. when i was small i was the craziest happiest little girl ever. If u saw pictures you wouldn't even think i was a girl because of how i was. My brother was my bestest friend and we did everything together.  However its something i wouldn't ever trade for anything in the world. I have the happiest memories in our house at 60th street. I had a best friend named leslie who would be just as crazy as me. I really miss her  and i wish i could've gotten to see her and maybe talk for a while before she passed away. She was so young, just 16 and she didn't deserve to leave that fast. I always loved her because that girl suffered a lot and i always knew that when she would cry in the middle of the night in our porch. i'm just glad she's safer gone than living in her life. I always think about all my friends and where they went. Many moved away like paul. His dad cheated on his mom and left them but he always thought that his dad was living in Mexico and just couldn't come to the US. Eventually he had to move because their family couldn't pay for the house. Matthew, Lucy and Brianna are like family still to this day. Javier moved to Arizona and so did Nohemi. Daisy and Susy moved too and i don't ever see them. The rest grew up and i don't rember them nor do i know what happened to their lives.